Welcome June (motivation)!

Well, I'm welcoming June. June just arrived and I made a big decision early 1'st June morning. It is suit with my words for this blog

'Memandang jauh ke depan seolah-olah melihat masa depan. Padahal segalanya masih belum pasti. Segalanya ditanganku untuk menentukan keadaan diri aku. Sayang untuk aku melepaskan segala yang menyelesakan, tetapi sampai bilakah aku mampu begini. Selamanyakah aku ingin hidup yang menyelesakan tetapi merosakkan??? Segalanya akan ditentukan apabila mentari menjelma esok hari, apabila kaki sudah bersedia mengorak langkah, tika si waras akal sudah bersedia untuk berjuang..'

Now I'm ready to strike...to move into something big (not moving to big house, but how I wish to buy a big house using my own money hehehe)...
My life is really in my hands. I need to decide whether to change or let's others change. I need to decide what to do, no longer think to live in this comfort zone. I need to challenge myself to be a better person.

Long living in this comfort zone make me feel a bit nervous to move out from here (comfort zone). It is time to create and colour my life with bitterness. But, I really hope, wish, pray that I don't have to go through it. huhuhu.

Whatever it is, I need to fight now, to make my life better. And I know, along the way I have Allah s.w.t. with me.

I memorized these words. It motivates me until now and InsyaAllah forever..., I got this from my friend, she messaged me when I was in my first year at National University 6years ago:

If you have problem, don't you ever say 'Oh my God! I have a big problem.' Instead, you must say this 'Hey problem! I have a big God!'

these words will do, to all of us.

My Chart Songs this month; April 2011

-about the picture*kaki dengar lagu*enjoy the songs!
tak tahu nak baca apa lagi. Semua blog aku dah baca, well at least blogs I followed lah. All songs downloaded. Should I list down all my favourite songs? Alang-alang dah boring tahap tenuk terlebih tido nih. Here is the list of my favourite songs:
Top in my chart goes to -
1 - Diddy & Skylar Grey - Coming home (my favourite part is when Skylar sings the chorus part)
Number 2 in my chart -
2 - Norsheila Amin - Aku sudah jatuh cinta (old song, I tried to find her song 'kad ucapan' but what came out in the list was this song so aku main download je, built up from pantun to music. Cayalah)
3 - The New Basshunter - Dota (I don't know the meanings of the lyric but the bass sounds fantastic. try it out!)
4 - The Calling - Wherever you will go (Evergreen song, meaningful, great song for me. Nice lyric - a very like me; setia/loyal hahaha-perasan nak mampus aku ni dan aku amat sedar diri)
5 - 30 seconds to Mars - Closer to the edge (part paling best - bila kata-kata semangat ada - I will never forget, I will never regret, I will live my live. And the words; honestly very catchy. termasuk la part 'can you imagine a time when the truth run free')
6 - Pink - Perfect - (best lagu ni - like the music and like the way I try to convince myself -'Pretty Pretty Please don't you ever feel you are less than perfect'-pretty ke aku ni/am I pretty?hehehe-kata-kata semangat untuk diri untuk jadi lebih positive!chaiyok!gambatane!keep fighting!)
7 - Norsheila Amin - Kad ucapan (old song jugalk, I heard it on radio and really love it. Sesuai mood aku time tu yg agak mellow nak dengar lagu lembut and syahdu hehehe. And then baru aku ingat Shahiran, kawan aku ada sebut pasal lagu ni ada dalam satu novel melayu but I forgot the title lah. Apa-apa pun I enjoyed this song)
8 - Bob and Hayley William - airplanes (everybody would love this song right? even my mother loves it!)
9 - jay Chou - Tian Tian De (sweetness) best sangat, got it from my blogger friend.
10 - Katy Perry - Firework(It has style; repetition and rhyme-sounds nice. after hurricane comes a rainbow', most time people use after the rain comes a rainbow-perumpamaan baru)

*new songs yang baru masuk list: -
- Justin bieber - never say never (just like the part when he said 'never say never and when Jaden Smith part. hehehe-Kijam [kejam] tul aku nih)
- Song Ji Eun - Crazy (korea song, just heard it on tv 30 minutes ago on KBS channel. I like the music and the tune so I google it as soon I switch on my lappy)

*lagu yang dah lama dalam carta aku dan dah agak boring -
1- Eminem - love the way you lie
2 - Shontelle - impossible
3 - avril lavigne - what the hell
4 - altimet - maafkan kami
5 - flo Rida - club can't handle me
6 - Taylor Swift - mine
7 - One republic - stop and stare
8 - Monica - angel of mine (old song, but evergreen. Try it out)

-nak belajar cara download lagu ke?
nanti aku ajar masa next entry ye...hehehe kacang ja itu.

Why NOT Share Two Cups of Tea?

Hi everyone...
The Mayonnaise Jar and the Two Cups of Tea


When things in your life seem, almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.


A professor stood before his philosophy class
and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'


The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.


'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.


The golf balls are the important things - family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full.


The pebbles are the other things that matter like
your job, house, and car.
The sand is everything else --The small stuff.
'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are important to you.
So...
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.
There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.
'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.
It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

Try Your Best Always to Fill the Life Jar
With a Lot of Golf Balls In It.
Still You Could Have A Couple of Friends
To Share Your Tea Time Very Pleasantly!

Have A Good Day!

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There's a point in life when u get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. But it's not giving up. It's realizing that you don’t need certain people and their crap.

NO MATTER WHO GOES, OR WHO STAYS,
THE WORLD KEEPS ON TWIRLING.